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#803 - hopeless romantic

2011-05-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

I get it. I met someone. She reminds me of you. And she showed me that love can change you. Do you think love can change you?

Yeah

Then you'll believe the story I'm about to tell you. It's about a guy: goodlooking on the outside, ugly on the inside. And there's a curse. Love changes everything.

Everyone knows that story

What if it wasn't a story? What if it were true?

Can you imagine that love?

Can you?

- Beastly 2011

#802 - a little hello

2011-05-25T23:46:00.004+08:00

i'm gonna attempt to revive this blog the slightest bit. recently, all my attention's been transferred to my tumblr (the-y-axis) but even so, i don't blog anything personal/real life related over there. it's just a place to store anything beautiful and inspiring. my tumblr is primarily a fashion blog because lately i've taken up a strong interest in fashion. not just the clothes, but the designers, models, the process, the fashion media... aye whatever that makes fashion tick.

at the moment, my favourite models are Barbara Palvin & Frida Gustavsson.

needless to say, they're both chic sleek gorgeous perfect wonderful mesmerising inspiring lovely young fresh vibrant sweethearts

Barbara Palvin

Frida Gustavsson

*jawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwdrop*

I can't believe they're both younger than me and already so freaking successful. When I was 18 I was mugging my butt off for stupid A levels. Life just isn't fair.

bye all

P.S my leather satchel arrived in the mail today and it's so lovely. definitely worth EVERY. LAST. PENNY. :)

#801

2011-05-18T16:48:00.001+08:00

yl and i bought new leather satchels last nighttttttttt!!!! so happy. can't wait for it to get delivered to my hse. it's gonna be sooo lovely. i will jump around like a bunny when it arrives :)

2011-05-11T11:43:00.002+08:00

FUCK EVERYONE alone in this fucked up world

#799 - nyc

2011-05-04T23:52:00.002+08:00

in a few years, we will be in new york city. you will show me the statue that we saw in grand theft auto 4. hogdog stands will be our friend if we go hungry. we will visit the zoo in central park. and we'll see the times square building. we will shop at saks at fifth avenue. eat steak everyday. we will visit MoMA and the metmuseum. you will bring me down to SoHo. i will revisit all the sets of gossip girl.

and it will be an adventure.

now i can't wait to grow old with you and leave singapore

2011-04-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

okay i know i'm just pmsing, but it finally hit me.

i am fucking sad. my dream just crumbled right in my fucking face while others still have theirs. yes i am jealous. i am selfish. i am a failure. and you were right all along.

#797 - abbbbbbsolutely insane

2011-04-24T22:01:00.003+08:00

I think I've gone mad because I actually want a Holga. I, Anne Xue, who used to despise & ridicule Holga users for being stupid enough to pay hundreds of dollars for mere plastic cameras and accessories. It's official. I have gone mad.

Want.

2011-04-23T21:52:00.001+08:00

i hate my fucking life

#795 - annieliamanneyl

2011-04-19T13:57:00.006+08:00

the more i watch 90210, the more i'm convinced that the r/s that annie and liam have reminds me so much of what yl and i have tgt hehehe. he being the super bochap/expressionless/dont give a shit type of person, and me always forcing him to do fun stuff/be retarded hahahahahahahahaha love it ;)

so glad my shows are finally back on tuesdays! the last few weeks for me have been T.O.R.T.U.R.E.

OMG AND ANNIE JUST POUTED. HAHAHAHA. I AM SUCH AN ANNIE.

ok guys this is gna be a FANGIRLSPAZZZ POST.

annie: i don't understand, i thought you hated all this stuff!

liam: well, i may not be a guy who loves churros and swimming with dolphins, but uh, i'm a guy who loves a girl who loves churros and swimming with dolphins.

#794 - Is love a fancy, or a feeling?

2011-04-19T00:37:00.001+08:00

Is love a fancy, or a feeling? No.

It is immortal as immaculate Truth,
'Tis not a blossom shed as soon as youth,
Drops from the stem of life--for it will grow,
In barren regions, where no waters flow,
Nor rays of promise cheats the pensive gloom.
A darkling fire, faint hovering o'er a tomb,
That but itself and darkness nought doth show,
It is my love's being yet it cannot die,
Nor will it change, though all be changed beside;
Though fairest beauty be no longer fair,
Though vows be false, and faith itself deny,
Though sharp enjoyment be a suicide,
And hope a spectre in a ruin bare.

-- Hartley Coleridge

Sonnet VII

#793 - do you have a little time for me

2011-04-18T00:58:00.005+08:00

So many things to do/I want to do:

malaysia next week

go to the zoo + night safari

watch the lion king musical

read sense & sensibility by jane austen

watch sense & sensibility 1995

find a suitable new wallet

finish decorating my 4 metal jars

visit woodlands waterfront

try out my tz-artistic film

start my food blog!!!! (and that means visiting many yummy places)

go to the van gogh exhibit at the science & arts museum

get a micro four-thirds camera (gf2 please.)

watch cowboys vs aliens

find footwear (1 sandals, 1 sneakers, 1 flats)

bake red-velvet cake

get my driving license asap

meet up with ben as many times as possible before he flies off

get quickreply & lockinfo

springclean my room and get ready to move house

find a pair of black jeans

okay that's about it for now, will slowly add more stuff when i see fit.

#792 - panasonic lumix gf2

2011-04-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

I've got my eyes set on you:

#791 - love truth

2011-04-16T23:16:00.003+08:00

Nora: You okay?

Mary: Remember when we first got here? I seriously thought I was going to die

Nora: Well, you almost did

Mary: I was really selfish

Nora: You were just in love with someone who didn't love you

Mary: And you?

Nora: I didn't realise I was in love with someone who did.

- From Prada To Nada

#791 - everybody's gonna love today

2011-04-16T19:36:00.003+08:00

In the past one week, I have bought sooooooo many new pieces of clothing that I'm feeling kinda bad :/ All the dresses were definitely a splurge. But to me, my beautiful, wonderful, lovely, amazing new bag is not :) It's prolly one of my best buys EVER and it's simply a MUST-HAVE in any girl's life! A huge ass leather tote to throw all your shit whenever you go out. It's esp useful for me, who brings a gazilllllllllllllllllion things when I go out.

What goes into my bag: wallet, spectacles, umbrella, iPod, magazine/book/newsweek, hair-tie, house keys, at least 2 cameras, extra rolls of film, water-bottle, cardigan. And these are just the staples. Meeeeeehhhhh.

Anyway back to my bag. It's absolutely gorgeous.

Thank you Bershka for this beauty :)

BOTTOMLINE: I will stop shopping after this week! Because there are tell-tale signs of me turning into one of those crazy compulsive shoppers!!!!

Yi loong is currently at Rock & Roots watching Imogen Heap while I'm at home waiting for my parents to come home with dinner! Life in unfair hahaha :(

Bye

#790 - gotta know?

2011-04-14T14:43:00.003+08:00

...to prove myself that I have what it takes.

... driving me insane

... I'll prolly drop dead

... coming my way

... typing without the first part of my sentence

#789 - New Food Blog On Its Way

2011-04-13T17:58:00.003+08:00

Will be starting a new foodie blog sometime this month. Watch out for it! ;) Such a pity though that I won't able to record down all my previous delishhhhh food escapades.

Looking forward to eating more AWESOME food.

#788 - rambling

2011-04-12T23:34:00.002+08:00

So... I'm currently unemployed, sick & bumming at home waiting for the weekend to come by quick so that I can hang out with all the people I want to hang out with! :( Just found out today that ben is leaving for aussie on 12 july, right before my birthday! grrrr. I'm real sad that he's going. As a matter of fact, I get sad if any one of my friends are going overseas to study. Wish everyone could just stay in sg and be happy. Sigh.

I ordered 3 new dresses from Asos today. I know I shouldn't be splurging but hey my wardrobe needs a serious revamp!!! I need more bright coloured clothes. I wear black/navy blue/grey too much. Hoping to turn those into yellow/cornflower blue/orange :)

Have I told you I need to run? Feel so fat when I stay at home everyday. So jealous & annoyed sometimes that I wasn't born with the body type that never gets fat/looks fat. I just look pudgy all the time and my thighs NEVER seem to get smaller regardless of what I do. I wonder why they call it thunder thighs when thunder can't even be seen, only heard. Is it mere alliteration? If so, why not call it thousand thighs? I think it's more apt. So yes bottom line is that I need to run regularly and get to 56 asap!

I've only been accepted into NTU Business School so far. NUS apparently refuses to give me a shot and SMU is just taking so long to tell me the outcome of my disastrous law interview that I had with them. Sigh. Just accept or reject me already! @#%#$@ Guess I can only wait and pray. Law School, please accept me!!!!

Really really can't wait to go to the Zoo with yl rawwwwrrrrrr! I wna ride a horse :) Going to malaysia next week too! Gonna eat a lot a lot & put back all the weight that I lost while working at the salad bar. Hee ^^ CAN'T BE HELPED.

Miss my boyfriend.

#787 - wake up & tell me how much you love me

2011-04-04T00:12:00.003+08:00

for some things, i just want to keep to myself

Besides my thai express feast on thursday, lovely day cycling at the beach on friday (followed by crystal jade dinner and toby's desert asylum), aunt's birthday dinner on saturday and my itacho dinner tonight, my weekend has been all kinds of horrible. #ihateitihateitihateit

I just want a university to accept me quick so that I'll be done with the whole admissions shit. JC admissions weren't this hard. Then again, my grades were much better back then. I guess this is what my dad means by OPTIONS OPTIONS OPTIONS. With my shitty grades, it's hardly gonna get me anywhere. I can just pray & wait.

Gotta wake up early tmr: so many errands to run (!!!!!!!) re-string my ukulele, buy guitar tuner, buy developer, buy suitable clothes for interview, buy hdd arghhh. on top of that, last day of my uuuuuber long weekend with yl :(

& then there's OM to go for as well.

it's okay though, gna have a hearty happy breakfast @ LJS tmr! \o/ \o/

why is everything so screwed up; i thought this was supposed to be a holiday for me.

i seriously think i need a shopping trip asap. my clothes are getting really repetitive and ugly and hell, my posts are getting more materialistic by the second ugh i hate myself

feelings running wild today i see

#786 - how are you doing?

2011-04-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

I think this could possibly be the best 3 minute long song ever

2011-03-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

I WILL stop worrying about university.

#784 - law school chronicles

2011-03-28T14:15:00.003+08:00

I'm thankful that my two sisters studied Law. Yesterday in my mail I received copies of 'A Civil Practice: Good Counsel For Learned Friends', published by the Singapore Academy of Law so I guess it's very relevant. Well it basically is a reference guide on professional courtesy and etiquette. I don't know how much it'll help me in the interviews but at least it prepares me for what lies ahead, just in case I make any embarrassing booboos in front of my seniors. I don't want to come across as an airhead, nor do I want to come across as being rude/uncouth.

I have an extra copy. Anyone wants? It's a real thin book, with illustrations and large font too hehe, so I think it'll make a good/interesting read.

Good luck to all prospective lawyers :)

#783 - Alexa

2011-03-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

My new debit card will be the end of me. I just spent $150 on TZArtistic Polaroid films for my baby sx70. I am so damn bloody screwed. Gonna scrimp and save for the next few weeks, goodbye to food, magazines, bubble tea and anything else that makes me happy in my life.

Gosh.

Vomit.

The left side of my face still hurts very badly and I think I might burst a few blood vessels or something at the rate I'm 'massaging' my face.

I need to get into Law School.

Any Law School.

British Celebrities Love…Miu Miu Ostrich Leather Hobo Bag « Red Carpet Fashion Awards

2011-03-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

British Celebrities Love…Miu Miu Ostrich Leather Hobo Bag « Red Carpet Fashion Awards

click click click on the link!

I FEEL FREAKING AWESOME RIGHT NOW. JUST LAST NIGHT I BLOGGED ABOUT THIS MIU MIU HOBO BAG BEING ON MY BAG WISHLIST AND TODAY MY FAVOURITE FASHION BLOGGER EVERRRRR BLOGGED ABOUT THE BAG BEING POPULAR OMG YAY HAHAHAHAHA ALL THOSE MONTHS OF STALKING FASHION BLOGS HAS PAID OFF I FEEL OVER THE MOON RIGHT NOW.

lol priorities

#781 - bags wishlist

2011-03-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

Gotan Project on Sunday night with yi loong, his dad and his aunt was friggin amazing. If I could relive that night again I definitely would. It was just so magical & I'm so glad I finally got to see them perform live :) I got their autographs too what uppppp!!!

Anyway this year for my birthday, I want a bag.

Wishlist-ish (until I find nicer bags)

1) Vivienne Westwood Berkeley Leather Tote

2) Balmain Original Fringed Leather Bag

3) Proenza Schouler PS1 Suede Large in Dusty Rose or Green

4) Chloé Paraty Medium Leather Bag Brick

5) Miu Miu Small Leather Hobo Bag

6) 3.1 Phillip Lim Page Canvas-Effect Leather Bag

7) Valentino Rafia & Lace Tote

8) Proenza Schouler Keep All

9) Vanessa Bruno Leather & Suede Satchel

10) Alexander Wang Kirsten Multi-strap Suede

YEP, my top 10 wishlist of bags right now! They're all so pretty. Hopefully I can get one of these babies before I start school in August ;)

I bought a pair of heels from Charles & Keith that day! I never used to like C&K cos their shoes always give me blisters but I realised all new shoes do, just need a little seasoning that's all haha. And glad to know that I'm still keeping up with fashion because I just checked net-a-porter and the pair that I bought looks like TWO (mcqueen & diane von furstenburg) of the choices for Spring 2011's Hot New Heels. YAY :)

Un, dos, tres, cuatro
¡Tierra, Cielo!
Cinco, seis
¡Paraíso, Infierno!
Siete, ocho, nueve, diez
Hay que saber mover los pies

En la rayuela
O en la vida
Vos podes elegir un día
¿Por que costado
De que lado saltarás?

#780 - impossible / gotan project

2011-03-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

today i bought a pack of the impossible project px70 push colour shade film. my, that's sucha mouthful. but yeah, a whole $35 spent on just EIGHT polaroid shots whose colours are just gonna fade away after 2 weeks anyways (unless i peel it of course, but i don't really want to). i took 2 test shots today - one of yl and one of me, and i guess the results are pretty sweet; but not exactly my cuppa tea. really want the px100 silver shade :( but it's $40 what the mother................................ i hate you impossible project why are your films so expensive SIGH. polaroid please hurry make a comeback and start producing films again! my wallet is suffering because of your absence :(

tmr. gotan project with yi loong and his dad. so excited.

fav song currently:

La Viguela by Gotan Project.

Love

#779 - sx-70

2011-03-15T21:30:00.003+08:00

hahaha! well in my last post i said that i was starting a new job, but guess what i just resigned from my job today hahaha, i'm leaving at the end of the month! okay so i guess it's my fault for jumping into things without thinking about the repercussions but whatever. i have better things to do with my life :)

work's quite ok though, just that it's helluva tiring and everyday i have to starve until 4pm cos that's when work ends. i did cashiering today and my till didn't tally sad :( i was short of $5. definitely gonna be more meticulous tomorrow if they decide to give me another shot at cashiering!

dear raffles place/tanjong pagar crowd:

I am amazed by how health conscious you guys are. I never knew that many people liked to eat salad for lunch. KUDOS TO YOU GUYS COS I NEVER WILL. *brrrrrr* but it's okay. it's you guys that are keeping me paid! kaching kaching $$$.

kay need to go scan film now bye suckaz.

oh yea just to add! i'm finally getting a polaroid sx-70.

OMG sucha beauty i cannot tank :')

#778 - nothing w/out you

2011-03-12T01:14:00.005+08:00

just an update:

1) i'm starting a new job from next monday onwards and i'm kinda dreading it already because i've a feeling i'll miss my nua life very much

2) i have yet to submit my university applications even though i already know what i want to do

3) dear sam when i woke up from my nap and read cnn abt the earthquake my heart literally stopped for i wondered what life would be like without you - horrible

4) been watching 07-ghost, definitely one of the best anime ever. only 5 episodes to go before i finish the series. otaku o,o

4) i miss yi loong so much :'(

#777 - muack

2011-03-10T00:23:00.002+08:00

muack

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA seriously i'm smiling (laughing) to myself like crazy right now you really surprise me sometimes.

#776 - Lent 2011

2011-03-09T01:51:00.005+08:00

Today marks the first day of Lent, Ash Wednesday. Happy Ash Wednesday to one and all. Lent is my favourite season of the year. It really puts my faith to the test and reminds me of all that God has done for me; in the desert, under pontius pilate, dying on the cross. And of course, rising again :)

So I thought that it'd be fitting to post up a list that yi loong and i did together last sunday. It's a list of the things that we are going to give up and people whom we can help during this season of Lent.

For the 1st Week of Lent, WE will give up bubble tea.

For the 2nd Week of Lent, I will pray for:
anne: freddie's maid
yl: reduwan's application

For the 3rd Week of Lent, I will be nicer to:
anne: liza
yl: glenn

For the 4th Week of Lent, I will help:
anne: to wash the dishes

For the 5th Week of Lent, WE will not play Black Ops.

For Holy Week, I will:
anne: not use the computer or internet
yl: not use my iPod

(: hopefully we can keep to our list and keep this season of Lent holy. Today is a day of fasting and abstinence but I am going to eat breakfast and fast for the rest of the day. With positive and negative penance for the next 6 weeks, I hope Lent of 2011 is a meaningful journey for us.

#775 - totm

2011-03-07T00:48:00.002+08:00

sorry for my angst today i know i cry for nothing it was stupid of me you know i didn't mean it (the szechuan soup was v yummy) you're the best i love you too

#774 - A level results tomorrow

2011-03-04T01:19:00.002+08:00

it's 1.19am right now, receiving my A level results in about... 13 hours time? i'm not really stressing out or anything. to say the least, i'm quite excited. i wanna see how those 2 years in acjc pay off. i decided tonight that with every A that i get, i will spend $100. let's hope i'll be spending many hundreds, eh? ;)

i can't sleep though. just found out the boy won't be meeting me before the collection of results. and that he's busy on saturday too. to be honest, i'm quite upset. because i foresee this weekend as one of those weekends where i need him the most - be it to celebrate or cry.

fear not. it's times like these when i'm so grateful for all my other friends. and it makes me feel better too - by convincing me that my life does not consist of only you, though sometimes i feel it's that way.

Goodnight.

#773 - hailee steinfeld xx

2011-03-03T19:38:00.003+08:00

credit to redcarpet-fashionawards

just wanted to let everyone know that Hailee Steinfeld is officially my new favourite 14 year old glamour starlet.

she's just a newcomer on the redcarpet and she's already wearing all my favourite designers - marchesa, prada, prabal gurung, miumiu... like O-M-G? where does she get all that fashion sense from, seriously. when i was 14 i think i was still wearing Ocean Pacific or something. crazy :( i'm so jealz :(

anyway because she's so ultra style, i'm gonna willingly watch True Grit with yi loong.

See? Fashion changes mindsets.

Long Live Fashion

#772 - the man who can't be moved

2011-03-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

so today i had my first ever acoustic guitar lesson! yeah i enrolled in the yamaha contempo music school. i know i know, very noob... but hey! i'm a guitar noob so that fits right? ;) anyway my teacher is real funny. and my class seems pretty alright; i think i'm second oldest in my class. i learnt how to read tablatures today and omg lol so hard :( there's so much coordination needed between the left hand and the right hand! it's kinda like piano all over again... sigh. but anyway it was a good guitar lesson. gonna do finger exercises so that my plucking will be zai. i've been working quite a fair bit on my chords strumming and progressions & i can play quite a few songs now! i absolutely love it when songs have easy chords - makes me feel so accomplished.

tonight i learnt how to play breakaway by kelly clarkson and the man who can't be moved by the script. yay! so glad my songs reportoire is expanding.

for the record my favourite chords are C, G, D, E, A, Am, Em, Cadd9... yeah. cos they're the easiest and sound nice. the rest to me are still kinda hard, especially when i have to bar some chords :/ poooooof. hope i manage to strengthen up my fingers real soon.

okay i know everyone's complaining and complaining about DAIR currently because they're all chuck/blair fans but seriously guys!!! think about it!!! their friendship (or more) is just sooo cuteeeexxxxx i luv dair regardless of what anyone else says.

and omg! it's thursday already. tomorrow is results day hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha quite worried but it's alright :) and yl's live firing got postponed to next sat and he's trying to get friday off so that he can spend it with me - be it tears or happiness! yipsyips. and def getting a yumsters meal friday night toos! ahhhh, it's these things that make me look forward to friday *.*

See you guys.

#771 - heartbeat running away

2011-03-02T00:47:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone!

today was day #1 of my new life as a slacker/hobo/freeloader because i'm officially jobless and ready to slack all the way till i enter university in the second half of this year :D

anyway, NEW LAYOUT ^^
how do you like it? good to know i still can fiddle with html here and there. hahaha. me like simple. oooOoooolala.

ayah i just wanted to say that i memorised and can rap the whole song of Nicki Minaj's Superbass and that WAOOOWHEEEE I'M SO DOPE YO.

now i'm off to sleep because day #2 awaits! gnight folks.

#770 - whaley wonka

2011-03-01T01:03:00.004+08:00

and oh yea, yi loong bought me a cutesy whale to commemorate my last day of work! :) of course I named it whale-y wonka teeeheee.

tday was such a gd day. had brekkie with yl & parents, charlene and alicia brought me out to treat me to fruit tarts, had $70 lunch with yl at nando's (we srsly eat too much), met ong lianneeee and yl after work OMG can't believe she bought a pentax 67!!! :D and then went to lasalle to catch ukulele movement with jervis & yl. i loved the food. wanna go thr again soon to try the pizzas hee! i'm full, content, and excited for guitar lessons to start this wednesday :]

k shall go to sleep now with smile on face+try my best to forget that results are three days away.

meep! miss ya alr

#769 - loving life

2011-02-28T23:56:00.003+08:00

I had the most wonderful saturday with yi loong at universal studios (: Probably one of the best days of 2011 so far. Luv you babe (:

I drank a weird beer today! It got me so red & hot & annoyed. Poof.

But nth can ruin my mood now for today is my last day of work and I am officially freeeeee!!!! Shopping starts tomorrow. I want a new camera by the way. The colourful pentax; but I know buying it will drive yi loong insane :P

#768 - 26th feb will be awesome

2011-02-26T00:54:00.003+08:00

I love days when I'm in a realllllly bad mood and I decide to put my itunes playlist on shuffle mode and it shuffles me the best songs!!! Not necessarily songs that fit my mood, but just songs that make me tingle and make me the teeniest bit happier! :) Tonight is one of those times. & right now I couldn't be in a better mood, even though I was in such a foul mood approx 45 minutes earlier. I call it itunes telepathy. teehee, luvs it.

titanium was really mucho fun tday with my tudi gerald and the legal dept - liz, tim and wendy!!!! despite the drinks being almost NON-alcoholic-like, and the not winning any lucky draw prizes (esp the trip to milan or the $400 club 21 voucher or all the ion/313 shopping vouchers), it was one helluva good night!!! so glad that i'm in STB sometimes. the people are really spontaneous and fun to be around. and the surprise guest performance by kumar was friggin epic. words can't simply explain.

ah, i'm starting to have a really good 26th feb. i couldn't feel happier right now.

i will love today!!!! :)

2011-02-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

my biggest fear is that someday you'll just suddenly stop loving me.

#766 - postman's lock camera bag

2011-02-21T20:07:00.003+08:00

well, just an update on my extremely sad and mundane working life. i've recently started being very interested in high fashion. i know more designers now than i know camera brands (true story believe it or not) & it's really all thanks to my favourite redcarpet-fashionawards.com as well as other websites that i frequent now and then. if you asked me one year ago who or what georges chakra was, i'd be like 'haaar? gong simi?' :) and thankfully, i've got my friends from stb who teach me/guide me along the way. now i am proud to say i know the difference between a city, weekender, work, part time, first, midday, besace, twiggy, envelop :D and i found out that my mint green balenciaga is a 'work' hahaha. sigh i can't believe i was such a fashion noob.

anyway i think branded bags are more important than branded clothes because bags are SUCH a statement. for clothes, wear it once and you can rarely ever wear it again. but for bags, you can use it again and again and each time it serves a different purpose and delivers a unique impact. hehe :) i can't wait till i'm older. i'll save up for pretty bags.

in the short run, i really want THIS:

mulberry's postman's lock camera bag.

in friggin love.

such a perfect way to keep my baby cameras safe from harm. camera bags are so ugly because photography is dominantly a guy's hobby and guys don't give a toss about being fashionable. what about female photographers then???? well mulberry has the answer <3

it's not even in the mulberry online store yet but i'm really considering it. haha man the amt of money i'm willing to spend on my cameras.............. xx

really want the one in oak soft buffalo ): well guess i gotta like starve for 23904902 years and NO shopping for 2094802834 years in order to get the bag. is it worth it?

Catching instants: Daily beauty

2011-02-21T17:12:00.000+08:00

Catching instants: Daily beauty: "Patrick Kafka & Gerhard Freidl - backstage @ Ermenegildo Zegna"

#764 - pelican fly

2011-02-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

life's been real good:

i owe it all to my wonderful colleagues - tim, liz & wendy without whom i definitely would not be able to survive my extremely stressful stint at stb. will never forget our long lunches and gong cha cravings etc :)

and also owe it to my favourite, loveliest valentine. our relationship has gotten considerably stronger the past 1 year, 5 months and 3 days :) here's to many more valentines days for us.

forever yours

#763 - FEARLESS

2011-02-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

'i love you more than taylor swift'
'i love you more than my m6'

awwwwwwhhhh :)

i feel so super happy today cos i saw steph liau & shalyn!!!!! ah just occurred to me that i really miss them a lot a lot a lot xxx

and even better cos i got to meet my favourite person for dinner today. muah!

#762 - shoes shoes shoes

2011-02-08T22:18:00.005+08:00

I'm going shoe shopping this saturday because i desperately need a revamp in terms of footwear! say byebye to all my lao ya pokak $10-$20 flats/sandals hahaha my daddy says i should buy shoes that last longer than 3 months HAHAHA not my fault i cheapo right :')

anyway i want

1) fringe sandals

2) simple thong sandals (any colour)

3) peep toe sling back wedges

4) cross ankle wedges

5) doc martens

6) laced front ankle boots

7) toe tied flats (OMG THESE ARE WTF ADORABLE)

8) front wedge booties

8) black/nude formal-ish heels that i can wear to dinners etc!

10) these exact nude wedges by marc jacobs.

holy...............

and one more to the list! I want mary janes too! :D

ah saturday come now please (: i am in a serious shopping mood (:

2011-02-02T19:19:00.003+08:00

my day just got fucked my day just got fucked my day just got fucked

looks like it's fucking fate. FUCK FATE.

to those girls with boyfriends who sign on, how the FUCK do you do it. serious respekt from me to you <3

#760 - egg nogg

2011-02-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

ANYTHING FOR YOU :)

i luv my colleagues!!! xx but they're all from legal while i'm stuck in hr ): tday we went for lunch at saboten @ millenia walk. wtf best tonkatsu place ever. if you thought tonkichi/tampopo-whatever-fug-jap-nonsense you eat is yummy, saboten will own its ass. hehe it was pricey though but SO WORTH MY HARD EARNED $$ esp after a really stressful morning at work BOO. work's been sucha drag cos 1) there's so much to do 2) i have NO idea how to do it 3) nobody i can ask is in the office WTF and i've been stressing out so much ugh pimple outbreak maybe? so angsty please. but who cares a long hol awaits me! & i decided not to go to work on the 14th to spend time w yl ^^ IMSUCHAREBELBUTICOULDNTCAREANYLESS. wow i'm in a particularly good/high mood today despite my connection being like SUXDUX and preventing me from blopping pouts :(

gonna sleep now & think of happy stuff like the 14th ^^

NITE

2011-01-31T00:29:00.001+08:00

Tonight it dawned on me that i really dont think i'll be able to survive 5 years without you.

#758 - lovesick.

2011-01-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

#757 - thursday

2011-01-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

today was the best day of the week!

spent the whole day at the nus career fair 2011 promoting stb and i must say i feel pretty brainwashed :P hahaha! i had to speak quite a fair bit and i feel like i'm gonna lose my voice any second now.

anyway i managed to catch up with loads of people today! i likeeeeeee ^^

first met abel for lunch during the break. he's going on an exchange programme from next sat for 5 whole months (!!!) so it was really great that i could catch him before he leaves. gonna meet him again tmr for lunch too! hehe nus lunch buddies. ^^

after the fair decided to take 95 straight down to AC to just see how orientation was going for the new freshies hahaha! reached there just in time to catch the mass rally!!!! which was pretty sucky to be honest. my batch OGLs were wayyy louder and we were way more enthusiastic in terms of cheering as well as AC spirit. but of course, mass rallies are always fun - though i gotta say they ended it pretty early. mass rally ended by like 5.50pm when the sky was still bright wtf??? last year when ogl-ing i always remember doing mass rallies when the sky was starting to get dark and we'd go home real late :/ well guess they just want their og kids to get as much rest as they can...

hahaha quite cool i got to see gerald, bruce & sheryl today!!!! my future om team juniors hehehe i rly can't wait for OM to start. it'll be so orsumz & fun. just like old times ;)

so anyway after the mass rally i had nth to do so i went to chill in the voiddeck with russell, seth some j4s and some j2s. it's so strange that i'm now being referred to as a j3. it just seems so foreign & old :S haha anyway i had a nice time talking about absolutely random stuff! then most of them went up so it was just seth and i left. and he actually accompanied me till 8pm when my parents came to fetch me!!! hahhaa thanks seth ;) managed to talk to bry, keithie & reubs for a lil bit as well argh i miss them like fux it's not even funny kay :( :( :( yeah.

so then my parents fetched me, we went to pietrasanta and ordered shit loads of awesome tasting food & now i'm here missing ac like a mad dog. sigh. i miss the orientation period so much. i miss being able to skip lessons and the feeling of having freshies under my wing so that i can guide them. i like the thought of being a mentor. for once, i actually miss acjc. well, life's like that. you always hate what you're doing. and then when you move on to something else, you realise that you actually do love what you were doing previously. as they always say, life is a bitch.

pietrasanta reminds me of you!
so i thought a lot about you tonight ;) miss you ;)

2011-01-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

i don't know why i still feel threatened by you. it's been more than a year already. oh my god, it's almost 2 years. it's like i need to measure up to your looks, your intelligence, your capabilities, your everything. and i hate it. nothing that he says will ever convince me that i'm special. nothing.

'your ex love interests will always have a place in your heart' you said that. and you expect me to believe the words you say. fuck it.

#755 - & i'm like, forget you

2011-01-26T00:18:00.005+08:00

Lonely sad rainy night..... I miss you :(

#754 - i wanna be nothing with you.

2011-01-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

level 31 now (: say hello to the newest Major I on the block (: and today i had 23 kills in one game that's a record for me laugh all you want but it's still a huge achievement for me (:

#753 - hxc domination

2011-01-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

I'm going to make a promise, to myself, that i: shall not spend anymore money unnecessarily on clothes/shoes/accessories, shall not eat at expensive places for my everyday lunch breaks (damn you ion!!!), shall not buy anymore cameras or lenses unless it's an absolute must ;)

my weekend was amazing.

after work on friday i went to paradise dynasty at orchard for dinner with lianne & yl. i ate the same thing as i did at my previous visit, the sze chuan la mian, and we ordered hell loads of xlb it's not even funny. was really REALLY stuffed. after that we went to siglap to chill and to meet eugene. decided on vines on nine! we thought we were full from dinner but apparently not because we ordered bruschetta & drinks hahaha! i had the ceylon sunrise spin (: anyway catch up session was guud hahah we talked about everything under the sun and i laughed so much wtf. yl was being sucha an idiot refusing to pout for lianne & eugene HAHAHA but it's alright the time will come, hehe. we talked about wars & weapons (i shit you not) until 12plus then we went homeeee. of course yl and i went home to blops until 3am? hehe. LVL 28 NOW BITCHEZ. Say hello to CAPTAIN I.

saturday was awesome too. yl & i woke up to mee pok breakfast ^^ then went to penin area with tim ng to get our camera gear. i got my nikon 50mm f/1.4 AiS and yl got his pentax 67 holyyyyy shit it's one helluva beauty *.* aft that we had lunch at thai express and decided to walk it off by walking to clarke quay (which fine, isn't very far but STILL). visited the flea by the sg river and bought 3 rings!!! one for me, one for yiting & the other for yiling! :D anyway, we went shooting arnd clarke quay and OMG I THINK CLARKE QUAY MAY JUST BE MY NEW FAV SHOOTING HAUNT xxxxxxxx. there's just sooo many things to capture! it's amazing :) and it's one of the places where you won't seem like a freak taking pictures/stalking people because there were soooo many photographers around shooting too! yayeee! (: hahaha. then we had gong cha and went home. decided to develop my roll when i got home and zomg im luvin the results!!! i think i'm getting better at it & even yi loong agrees hee! ^^

today in town i played 2 rounds of monopz with yl and he won me for both rounds WTF?? that sneaky bastard. hahaha. then we went to meet his sisters at the scape flea. cool story: a photographer asked yiting whether she would like to be featured on his fashion blog. so yea the dude took some photos and stuff and it's gonna be posted on style-anywhere.com!!!! (okay edit i just checked the site and it's already posted up!!!! everyone go check it out it's pretty cool click click click!!!!!! yi ting looks v v cool ^^) anyway don't play okay, the site was selected for the roundup of international fashion blogs for Vogue! :O

went for mass at st berns since i was in town.

then took a bus back to town, walked around orchard central, ended up buying two pairs of flats oh my god i suck but who carez anyway i'm earning now teeheeeee $$$$$. then bought gong cha and went home (:

boooooo won't be talking to/seeing yl much till 7th feb sad face but nevermind i shall tell myself the same thing whenever something like this happens: THIS IS JUST PRACTICE FOR WHEN HE GOES OVERSEAS FOR 5 YEARS ;) ;) ;)

2011-01-21T00:31:00.002+08:00

LVL 21 I LUV U BLOPS I HATE TEAMDEATHMATCH SO DOMINATION & DEMOLITION ARE WINZ.

#751

2011-01-20T00:52:00.003+08:00

yi loong makes me cry a lot (over the dumbest things). i cry because i'm insecure about many things. and i'm insecure because i don't ever want to lose him. but after that, he'll make me feel special all over again. like all that matters in this world is what he and i have. we never fight. it's like there's this comic synergy that brings both of us together. this synergy makes me believe in us. it makes me believe that even distance ain't strong enough to break us up.

i've never felt this way before.

not with james, not with ben.

this is my most truthful post to date.

and it's for you, because, i will love you always. no matter what.

#750 - BLOPS

2011-01-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

yay!!!!! finally decided to stop playing the combat training mode in blops and go for the real effin thing. so today was just CHIONGGGG free-for-all, team deathmatch, domination & capture the flag.

i think capture the flag was helluva fun but i swear if i hear the words 'enemy dropped the flag' or 'we lost the flag!' one more time i will go NUTS. STOP.DROPPING.THE.BLOODY.FLAG. hahaha! i think the exp sucks in the game though. which is why domination is prolly still my fav followed by team deathmatch! ^^

but i still suck at the game, keep on dying omg! my highest kill streak is only 3 ): thank god i'm a girl and not in the army. for if i were to be a soldier, i'd suck and be one of the first to die in the event of a war. hahaha.

also played a bit of zombie online today. the "Five" map is still my fav and it's real awesome to be playing jf kennedy hahahaha!

sooooooooooo happy i managed to chiong to level 10 of blops in a day (: yl would be soooo proud (: hahaha.

seriously, i have no idea why people play l4d2. one mission takes up so much of your time and its lame scary. okay haha fine i know i'm being biased and i'm a hypocrite cos i have l4d2 in my com, but thats not the point!!!! i don't play l4d2 at all. i only played like one mission of the campaign and already i was convinced that it's a dumb game. hehe^^

okay i need to slp now because i have church early tmr morning then long day w yl after that. FINALLYYYYY GET TO SEE HIM omg miss that idiot.

#749 - reflec beat

2011-01-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

today after work i caught up with ben and had a really awesome night. he's one of the people whom i can just do fun retarded things with and not feel crazy stupid. i truly have no other friend who would do with me what we did tonight. haha! (except maybe yl but i think i'd have to beg him)

okay so yes we had burger king for dinner, we went to cine arcarde to play guitar hero, reflec beat etc, and then we walked near to pomo to lan. blops it was, obviously. and i owned ben flat hehe ^^

i wna go lan with yl soon. miss him v much ):

#748 - hahaha 16 months, puhleeze

2011-01-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

yi loong and i are at 16 months as of today! no, don't be silly, we don't give a shit about anniversaries. JUST SAYIN................

or not?

mindfug.

"jc in da haoz." - srsly made my night LAWL.

okay now this is just getting retarded because i'm posting the same things on tumblr as well as blogger. AHHHHH.

#747 - $.$

2011-01-10T00:46:00.004+08:00

must save money!!!!
must save money!!!!!!!!
must save money!!!!!!!!!!!!!

monday blues are already creeping in though, really don't wish for a whole new week of work where i have to slog through everyday and pretend to love what i'm doing. nevermind, the money shall keep me going! :) :) because there's just soooo much to buy: lenses, clothes, shoes, jewellery... ahhh!!!!! but thou shall not turn into a shopaholic - teehee.

i had sucha lovely weekend w the boyfriend xx

haha oh mai i look horrid in that picture up there but it's the only recent one that i could find hahaha we soooo totally have to take more photos grrr >:(

and yes, i keep a tumblr now; as well as this blog. i can't bear to ever ever part with blogger because it's a part of me true story.

alright shall go to sleep now being poor & grumpy because there's work again tmr. MAJOR GRUMPS!

nite.

#746 - utube.

2011-01-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

i proclaim tonight to be YOUTUBE NIGHT suckaz.

#745 - itacho

2011-01-07T00:33:00.004+08:00

met yl after work today. we had itacho for dinner and we ate so so so much i swear he's the reason i'm fat :( then we went to daiso and ALMOST made impulse buys hahaha like a plastic 800ml jug and a pink clock timer and a hygrometer and loads of silica gel to create a dry box for my cameras hahaha! then we went to novena to have gong cha & to talk. parents met us at novena and they gave him a lift back. we saw an old volkswagen golf at the petrol kiosk and it looked really cool :O

ah. you make me really happy :)))

#744- joe wong

2011-01-05T16:57:00.001+08:00

everyone should spend 15 minutes of their lives watching this video. it's worth it.

#743 - May May Come

2011-01-05T11:55:00.004+08:00

i have 4 empty glass jars on my computer table that were meant for julian, mivio, freddie and joanna but i just couldn't find the time to fill the jars with happy things and decorate them to make them really pretty!

so now i'm wondering what i could possibly do with these jars... maybe my first ever art project?

a pretty cool life

i like these v much :) think i'm gonna do the same for my jars. now's just the hunt to find pretty paper!

but when do i find the time???????????

work's taking a toll on me and i don't fancy it quite that much. i much rather be slacking my days away doing absolutely nothing and sleeping and waking up late. during As i told myself that after As i'd wake up one morning and say 'I SHALL GO SHOOTING TODAY!' but guess what, i've never done that. every morning now, i wake up and tell myself 'Groanz. Work.' honestly i have no idea how i'm going to be able to survive working life in the future. and yl forbids me to become a housewife :(

that other night i dreamt that i got BBBB for A levels.

just to be clear, those are NOT my dream grades. pun intended.

okay i shall go watch some movie now and wait for May to come.

#742 - emmeline

2010-12-30T23:51:00.002+08:00

i've been meeting yl, his sisters and tim ng a lot recently!!! but i don't mind at all cos my days become wayyyy more exciting! have also been spending loads of time w Emmeline (my new guitar hehe) and i'm not that bad kay! up till now, i've learnt how to play three songs - leaving on a jetplane, time of your life and mine. yay! only annoying thing is that i keep on misplacing my pick and i have to spend like 10 minutes searching for it in my room. why? cos smart yl and tim ng bought IVORY WHITE coloured picks for me. omg it's like searching for a needle in a haystack. if anyone's ever gonna buy me picks in the future you better make sure they're visible (hot pink wld be damn kewt. hee.)

so yea!

work's been fine. fitting in really well. apparently i've been doing such a good job that my boss had a chat w me today in his office and asked if i wanted to extend my contract :) and if i do, i'll be handling more regional work too, which sounds pretty interesting. i think it's a great opportunity so yes, i will be extending my contract! hahaha.

also, i'm thinking of starting guitar lessons to just get my techniques right cos i think only with the right techniques can i hope to become a great guitar player in the future. new classes commence on 4th january so i have like really little time left to decide!! but if i do start classes, i really have to sacrifice nice, long nails. so i know this might sound really bimbotic or whatever but...

NAILS OR GUITAR SKILLZZZZZ???????

*stress*

but what's more stressful is this coming weekend. i have soooooo much stuff going on that i don't even feel like i have a weekend!!! ): but nvm i'll be meeting ALL my loved ones. true story btw. class gang, yl, clique, om peeps! so i'm pretty excites.

alright it's alr 12am!

31st dec 2010!

tomorrow is a new year. i'll make my top 100 of 2010 and post it up soon.

andddd.... my really busy weekend officially starts... NOW.

happy new year guyz.

#741 - christmas time

2010-12-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

i got an olympus mju ii & a guitar from yl for christmas.

i named my mju ii, mju (pronounced mew)

and i named my guitar, emmeline.

well duh.

have a merry christmas, one and all!

#740 - developing film, pietrasanta (:

2010-12-19T19:10:00.004+08:00

Yay yesterday was such a lovely day spent w yi loong (:

first we met at chinatown cos he needed to collect his new specs. found the koi branch at chinatown! *happy* haha. decided to scrimp and save for lunch cos we were going for a nice dinner at night so we went to eat at Macs HAHAHA such losers. tried the 2 new burgers which aren't half bad! and i stand corrected, the samurai burger is NOT the prosperity burger under a different name, cos it isn't black pepper sauce! then we walked from chinatown to city hall to shoot for abit. bought chemicals etc for developing film and went home.

so yes. i developed my own film! (that's another thing we can strike off our to-do list!)

it was freaking fun! despite having to run up and down 6 flights of stairs to collect cold water from my fridge, i still think it was worth it ;) my favourite part of the process is the dark bag part where you put your two arms into this dark bag with 2 holes (for your arms) and you fiddle around with the film cannisters to extract your film and wind them around plastic film reels... WITHOUT YOU LOOKING this is all happening INSIDE the dark bag! your hands really gotta know what they're doing man. if you screw up this part, for eg: accidentally open the bag and allow light in, you're SCREWED TO YOUR BALLZ cos wa la~ your film will be doubly exposed -.- but anw i didn't screw anything up and the results were so pretty!

this is the kodak d76 developer in dissolved form! it's great that the next time i develop film, don't have to prep the developer again! only thing bad is that i bought this sibei dua container which is like 8litres which is bad cos the chemicals don't fill the container fully and hence is susceptible to oxidation by the air taking up the space in the other half of the contrainer, making my developer less zai and shortens my developer's lifespan to only 6 months! so if i don't shoot enough rolls of film within 6 months, all this developer will go to waste! siannn.

the role of the developer is well, to uh, develop the photos onto the negatives TROLOLOL (obvious much wtf)

next up comes the fixer! we used the ilford rapid fixer. the chemicals in the ice mountain bottle can be used 10 times which feels freaking shuang hahaha like saving money liddat ^^ anyway the fixer was the easiest cos just need to mix with chilled water! yeah the role of the fixer is to fix the developed photos onto the negatives forever and ever and ever. and yea, if you pour fixer in before your developer, your roll is SCREWED cos quite obviously, the fixer fixes blank images onto the surface of your negatives such that the photos you take cannot be developed.

after everything is done, you just have to wash your negatives with water to remove any unwanted chemicals that might be sticking to the surface! and then hang them up to dry :) i hang mine in the 3rd floor toilet which has become my new 'dark room' because rarely anyone uses the toilet on the third floor and it's right next to my room and hence highly convenient!!

the final result! pretty negatives saturated with detail to make your memories last a lifetime :)

hahaha. just need to cut them into 6s now and scan them. can't wait to see the results!

anyway after developing film, i decided to give yi loong part 1 and 2 of his christmas present since i'll be away till christmas time and i wanted to give him his presents before christmas itself! but there's still part 3 and 4 for him to look forward to :P

anyway i bought him Total Overdose, an old game that he likes a lot but lost it when moving house ages ago

and it came with a free limited edition tee shirt!

HAHAHA so cool right! oh and i also got him the black with red stitch Mr Zhou case for his Xpan which ok honestly cost a bomb and i'd never buy anything like that for myself but bo pian cos he's special hehehe (:

okay fine i admit hahaha it looks daaaaaamn sexy haha and now his baby will be protected forever!

hope you liked your first 2 presents :D

liza helped us to take instaxs before we left for dinner at PIETRASANTA. we took a cab there since we thought we'd be late for our reservation at 8.15pm haha. but we were on time so yay. located in Wessex Estate, Pietrasanta is probably one of the best italian restaurants in Singapore. The table that we got was quaintly located at the outdoor dining area next to the shared central garden of all the shops there. Lovely! (I didn't take any photos because according to sparklingorstill the owner of pietrasanta does not like diners to take pictures of his food)

Appetiser:
Scamorza Affumicata con Prosciutto Crudo
Seared wrapped smoked cheese with parma ham ($16.90)
two generous portions of excellently smoked cheese wrapped in parma ham. the cherry tomato salad that came with the dish balanced the palate of flavours as the sweetness of the tomatoes wonderfully complemented the salty zest of the parma ham.

note: first time i saw yl eat meat so slowly HAHAHA cos he said he needed to savour each bite~~
*MUST TRY!!!!*

Soup:
Zuppa di Farro
Emmer Wheat Soup with Beans, Potatoes, Carrots, Celeries and Onions. ($10.90)
the chef instinctively split the soup into two portions, one for the each of us, which was very thoughtful of them! the emmer wheat reminded me a lot like barley which reminded me a lot like rice. the soup definitely was brilliant; prolly something your mother would cook up for you when you're having a cold or something... haha. it was pretty heavy for a soup though.

Mains:
for the mains, we ordered two dishes that were not on the menu.
1) Squid Ink Pasta with Crabmeat Sauce ($22.90)
2) Fettucine Prawns
I liked the squid ink pasta but not as much as yl did. I felt the real taste of the squid ink was masked by the crabmeat sauce a tad too much. but i was really glad that the pasta showed no signs of being overly fish-y. so that's a definitely plus point! yl had the fettucine prawns. the prawns were succulent and crunchy. i just wished the prawns' tails could have been removed for us so as to make the eating experience more convenient but i'm guessing they kept it so as to trap some of the flavour of the sauce AS WELL AS to release the fresh natural flavour of the sea from the prawn shells. the portions of both pastas were generous which is always good. :)

*THE SQUID INK PASTA IS A MUST-TRY!!!!!!*

Desserts:
Pistocchi Bianca
White Chocolate Cake with Silician Orange Zest imported directly from Italy ($12.90)
this was my dessert choice and i was very impressed by it! when i read the word 'chocolate cake' in the description, i really was expecting a chocolate flavoured cake. (anyone else would.) but what i received was really a SLAB of white chocolate as big as a slice of cake! amazing. the orange zest was evenly spread throughout the chocolate and tasted really good. the only downside was that i had to wait for the chocolate to melt slightly as it was pretty hard and impossible to cut using a fork haha.

Zuppa del Duca
Pietrasanta's very own Tiramisu ($7)
Presented in a champagne glass, the tiramisu was presented wonderfully. i only took one spoon of yl's tiramisu as i was too busy finishing up my own yummy dessert :P but it was heavenly! just the right amount of sweetness blended together with the bitterness of the cocoa powder :) yummy yum yum yum

*MUST TRY*

yl also had a Café Latte which i didn't try but the restaurant gave a pretty big cup so for $4.50, it was really quite value for money!

so yes this was my dinner treat to yl cos i lost a bet to him hahahaha but i don't mind one bit since the food was really super super awesome. glad yl thought so too (:

After dinner, we walked out from Wessex Estate towards the main road and took a cab back to his place so that he could pack his army stuff hahaha. Then he dropped me off at clementi station and i took a long train ride back.

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ah such a lovely saturday! one of the best! :) ayah sians mood all of a sudden because work begins again tmr but i guess not so bad cos i'm off to bali on tuesday until christmas!!!! but means won't see yl for a damn long time too ah sigh... k nvm i go watch anime now and try my hand at developing keith's rolls by myself! yaye.

#739 - wednesday letters

2010-12-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

hey babe, i promise that when we grow old, we'll have our own Wednesday Letters. i promise. and like Jack Cooper, Jack always keeps his promises. (:

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2010-12-13T23:47:00.001+08:00

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#737 - pietrasanta

2010-12-13T20:47:00.002+08:00

okay, because of some incident that i'm to embarrassed to say, i now owe yl a dinner treat hahaha. of course, the usual research on nice food places had to be done and i think i found a perfect place that i want to try! it's called pietrasanta and the food looks and sounds absolutely yummy. i just hope the bill doesn't go up too high if not we'd have to stay back and wash the dishes :P i can't wait!!! haven't been on a nice dinner together since Wild Honey a really really really long time ago. boo ): maybe we'll have more chances once i actually start work and got meself more moolah.

food post on pietrasanta soon i promise!

#736 - kids

2010-12-13T13:53:00.003+08:00

so i met the interior designer this saturday regarding designs for my new room and i simply love his ideas!!! since my room's gonna be pretty small, it's gonna be all about space maximisation. there's gonna be a second loft built into my room where the bed will be, with a staircase leading up to it. the bottom level will be wardrobe, bookshelves, study table etc? yup. so i went to do more research on this concept and it's called Tiramolla developed by Tumidei.

but i told him i wanted a floating staircase and a giant bean bag! oh and a really cook bookshelf to spice up the room! i found a few that i really like.

wah sian life so excited for my new room!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D

k gonna go read now and wait for the weekend to be here.

#735 - monochrome

2010-12-12T22:47:00.003+08:00

i've been looking at all the photos uploaded on facebook from our prom night on friday and i really gotta say, acjc is truly the hottest jc around. all of my friends (and even people whom i don't know) looked so freaking fabulous that night. so yeah, acjc was the last jc to have our prom, and hell, we ended prom season with an ultimate bang. haha! i suddenly feel so proud of ac. this is a rare occasion.

heehee.

after an overdose of yl last week i only met him for 4 hours this whole entire week which is pretty amazing. hahaha i miss you :(

anyway after dinner just now w yl, his sisters and his mum at Sun With Moon, went to Borders to buy books! bought 3 :)

got the last one only because it's oprah's book club choice for 2010! and i've been religiously getting her book club selections for years so yes, this year shall be no different! gonna have a lovely time reading my 3 new books.

i'm a very happy girlie today :)

#734 - post As plans with yi loong

2010-12-08T23:34:00.003+08:00

managed to talk to yl on the phone today for more than an hour! how rare. hahaha. anyway we did up my Post As To-Do-List over the phone and our task is to be able to strike off each and every one from my notebook! i'm sure we can do it with hardcore determination and play :P

1. driving license
2. develop my own film
3. make my own photo prints
4. get a job
5. star wars marathon
6. 56
7. a nice home-cooked dinner for ourselves
8. watch harry potter 7
9. universal studios
10. go to penang together
11. cycling at east coast
12. quentin tarantino movie marathon
13. olympus XA or mju II for me and pentax 67 for him
14. zoo
15. paintball
16. M.G.M.T concert
17. taste the many cool sounding drinks
18. build my very own pinhole camera
19. "shop-and-swop"day ^^

it's sorta in order of importance? since we just wrote down whatever came to our heads first. but i'm pretty excited for #19 HAHAHAHA. it's a day that i invented myself! we'll both go out shopping one day, and we'll have to pick out a full outfit for the other person to wear, regardless of what it is! hahahahaha. it's gonna be damn fun.

i might be getting a really good job opportunity tmr, and i'm STOKED. will let you guys know. i think i should sleep now if i want to own the interview tmr :)

#733 - top

2010-12-08T00:23:00.002+08:00

this week has prolly gotta be the most busy week of my post As freedom! am feeling super psyched for it but i know i'm gonna be DEAD tired by the end of this week

wednesday:
1) shop for prom shoes in town
2) decide on a hairstyle for prom
3) buy film from tampines
4) sleepover at my place at night~~~~

thursday:
1) survive the sleepover from the previous night
2) ECP with clique
3) pack for prom the next day

friday:
1) hair appointment with Kim
2) makeup appointment at MAC
3) prom
4) post prom
5) sleepover at goodwood park hotel

saturday:
1) survive the sleepover from the previous night HAHA
2) *scape flea with yi loong's sisters
3) aunt's 60th birthday dinner
4) finaaaallllyyyyy meet yi loong to catch hp7!

sunday:
R.E.S.T & R.E.L.A.X I R.E.F.U.S.E T.O G.O O.U.T

and on top of all of that, i need to keep up with all my tv shows as well as my exercise routine every single day which means i gotta squeeze in some time to complete my run and finish my pushups/situps too. oh hell this is going to be sooooo draining! but i look forward to it (:

oh and liz found me a job at her company and i'm feeling real good about it. hope the lady calls me some time tomorrow so that we can finalise the details! excited that i'm gotta get worklife exposure + $$$$$ heh.

okay i gotta quickly finish watching antm cycle 15 and go to sleep! it was a good season.

^^

#732 - moon moon moon

2010-12-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

getting a new room by june next year, and i'm pretty excited! never had the liberty of designing my own room before so i've been trying to seek for new interesting ideas online! thing is, my parents are going for a more balinese style whereas i always wanted something more futuristic looking with a lot of glass and polyesters. major styles clash there! :( but nvm i'll make do.

i especially want the last one.

anyway had a fab time with fab five today so very glad we caught up (: and yl's sisters got me a dress and orange havaianas! aw so schwwwwweeeet.

shall try to sleep now and wake up tmr to run! i freaking must!!!!!! wah i like post As freedom la i feel so free hahaha! this week is gonna be awesome. shopping sleepovers prom exercising!!!! (: and finaaaaaaaaally harry potter on saturday hurrhurr.

#731 - zzz

2010-12-04T23:47:00.004+08:00

so the past few days have been an ultimate blur. most importantly, my A levels are officially over, though it really wasn't much of a diff for me cos i've been slacking since econs? haha. i definitely screwed up A levels but i'm pretty much over it OK SHUSH haha A levels is a boring topic.

ok backtrack...............

ah. lost track of date and time already. the main jist of the past 3 days with yl have just been eat, movie, sleep, wake up, eat, gaming, sleep, wake up, movie, gaming, eat, gaming, sleep, wakeup, movie, eat........ aye you get the drift. hahaha. okay i exaggerate. we go out and do stuff too! not just lazy couch/computer potatoes/addicts :P

soooo. adventures of the first week since bloody a levels ended
tuesday:
1. got myself l4d2; thanks ben :D
2. had lunch at grafitti cafe at cine with classmates
3. watched rapunzel. (best disney movie in a long long time)
4. dinner at imperial treasure with yl, his mum and his cousins

thursday:
yl came over after he booked out for harry potter 4-5-6 movie marathon! oh we ordered in $27 worth of supper also hahaha we are pigs. anyway our marathon fail we didn't even finish watching harry potter 4 -_- and slept by midnight haha i think it's cos we ate too much for supper and just wanted to sleep haha.

fri:
we woke up pretty early just so we could finish watching hp 4. hahaha! then after that played l4d for awhile. left the house by 12. yl dropped me off at sunset way then he went back to camp. went to develop rolls at Grace and have lunch at the foodcourt. by golly gee they are super efficient finished within half an hr! anyway read hp7 (yes haha potter mania) for about an hour until keith came to sunset way! he collected his rolls from china too which are real pretty! miss my f55 so much & really wish i cld go overseas to shoot. singapore gets boring after awhile. haha. anyway we had a major catch up session until 2 plus. was on the mrt back home when yl called me and said he could book out already! hahaha!!! such a blessing in disguise ;) so i waited for him to come meet me and we went to suntec's gelare to have ice cream waffles yummm. chocolate overload & choc mint fudge oooo lala~ walked around suntec scouting for my prom dress but FAIL because i am so bloody fat i wanna slap my own jiggly face! hahaha. (my prom is in 5 days omg and i am dress-less SO SCREWED) after that we walked to raffles city & had thai express for dinner. sigh me having to settle for fake thai food while ben is in bangkok having the time of his life shopping & eating authentic thai food :( after dinner we went back home. watched Napoleon Dynamite on HBO HAHAHAHAHA FREAKING HILARIOUS SHOW CANNOT TANK MUST WATCH AGAIN SOON. hahaha. okay then after that continued with our hp marathon! finished hp 5 (: but once again too tired hahaha we watched a little bit of hp 6 and fell asleep -_-

sat:
it was raining in the morning (best time for sleeping) so we woke up with a real slow start to the day. my parents bought us breakfast back from the market and we finished watching harry potter 6! SO PROUD OF YL FOR FINISHING THE MARATHON EVEN THOUGH IT TOOK THRICE THE TIME (: hahaha. was real tired after lunch so i just slept while he played special ops in mw2 haha. the few missions that i played were damn fun wtf? haha. then we went to the market near my place to get dinner and for yl to get his hair cut! haha. we went shopping at a stationery book shop! bought myself a camera bag for $15 hell yea! then off to the airport to fetch yl's sisters. took cab back with his mum and him and now i'm home.

SUCH A TIRINGGGGGGG PAST FEW DAYZ WITH YL THE HOBO OF 26 LIMAU GROVE. teehee ^^

things just gonna get betta and betta and betta (i hope)

NEED.TO.RUN.

a constant battle in my head: tumblr/blogger???????????????

#730 - forever starts with you

2010-12-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

Keep this in mind, one day, there’s going to be a guy who’s going to love you, your body, your smile, the way you walk, the way you talk, he’s going to love you. And you’re going to feel confident and on top of the world. One day, you won’t feel insecure because you have someone who loves you for who you are. And I think that’s when you know it’s love. When instead of feeling like you have to hide your flaws, and feel insecure and embarrassed, you feel unashamed, free, secure, safe, proud, happy, confident. You feel loved.

check

ily.

#729 - infinity

2010-12-01T11:54:00.003+08:00

1) feel so dead
2) feel so lifeless
3) feel so tired
4) feel so sick and tired

you're becoming too big a part of my world and it's scaring me. i'd like to feel independent once more. do i need a break?

2010-11-30T11:57:00.001+08:00

i fucked up real badly this time. real fucking badly.

#727 - so long enemies

2010-11-28T01:09:00.004+08:00

you know even with everything that's happened between us in the past, i'm so glad that we're still such awesome friends. it's great to know that you'll always be there to listen when i need you. it's great to know that enemies can become friends and that now we can just hang out and be buds with no strings attached.

so thank you.

#726 - swallowing my pride

2010-11-27T00:28:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I truly wish that I'd have more drive to study hard, excel, be a high flyer, whatever. But I guess it shows me what my priorities are in life. And as my academic years pass by, I'm convinced now that studies isn't one of them.

#725 - animeeeeh?

2010-11-26T18:07:00.003+08:00

i apparently am going to bali this december! hahaha yay. shall work up some tan (: today was fairly good. feel like there's a huge load off my chest now that i've sent in yl's uac/vtac apps. it cost a bomb cos of expressmail but no choice cos the deadline is next week. omg. haha and oh i just downloaded house of the dead III to make myself feel better about not having black ops yet ): but it's not working one bit. the resolution sucks on my new mega dua screen. hahaha! zombies also don't seem scary enough, except curian :P

shall go study bio now (yea rite)

gonna go pack up my room and throw all the unnecessary nonsense stuff away! and then go watch animax and be a anime geek 8-)

#724 - christmas is coming!

2010-11-26T01:53:00.002+08:00

dying of exhaustion. today was a really really really long day. just finished fixing up my new computer. yeah! i did it all by myself hahaha i feel really tech savvy today. anyway yay. new desktop. gaming is gonna be awesome. hell yeah.

things to do tmr
1) go to post office to send in uac and vtac applications
2) clean up room
3) study bio

okay dire need of slp. gnight! :)

#723 - necessary rant.

2010-11-25T00:59:00.005+08:00

long one coming up:

i hate it when people edit their photos to make them look nicer and claim to be good/pro photographers. i absolutely hate it. i've a few names in mind but i'm not gonna mention them. let's just say i'll never go shooting with them in a million years. you don't need to flaunt your "passion" for photography by pretending to be "passionate", giving lengthy, cliched phrases on each photo to make yourself sound cool. it truly irks me. i've seen lots of truly passionate photographers this year, and i admire them so much. i would really love to consider myself as one of them but i don't think i'm at their level yet. i'm too much of a gear geek, if you know what i mean.

anyway this post is not one of those posts where i go on and on about how people with dslrs think they can immediately be classified as a photographer. I DON'T CARE ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE. if they want a dslr, let them buy! i actually rather everyone own dslrs, then that would remove all the crap quality pictures that i so often see on the internet. moreover, whoever says only serious photographers can own dslrs? seriously. even these people who pretend to protect the 'sanctity' of photography by siphoning out those who own cheaper, lower-end dslrs are IDIOTS. I.D.I.O.T.S. because who are you to decide who is a photographer or not? i believe that anyone who takes pictures is a photographer. and what makes you think YOUR dslr is better than theirs? unless you own a canon 1ds mark III or a nikon d3, shut the fuck up. what annoys me is when anyone or everyone who owns dslrs try to act professional. that's when it crosses the line for me. but other than that, it's fine! wouldn't it be really cool if everyone was a photographer and shared the same passion as me? and to a certain extent, who ISN'T a photographer? everybody in this world either likes to take, or likes to look at nice pictures, no? ugh.

also. there are people out there who say they do film photography just to SOUND COOL. oh my fook i think this is one of the things that annoys me the most. a normal conversation would go like this:

anne: cool! you're into photography too?
random fake: yea. FILM photography
anne: naaaaaise. what do you shoot with?
random fake: a holga. it was damn expensive.
anne: wtf?

don't get me wrong. i have NOTHING against lomography. contrary to what most of my peers might think, i have NOTHING against lomography. (yes, i know i said it already) come on guys, i just bought a lomo fisheye 2! i'm not THAT hypocritical. but

1) don't use the term lomography loosely just to make it sound cool.
2) don't get into lomography unless you know what you're getting into

there are 2 things that i don't like though. firstly i don't like how the prices of toy cameras have been jacked up the past few years just to meet consumer demand. (damn you free market mechanism) secondly, my brain is unable to process the idea of cross processing. yes pun intended. if you want saturated colours in your photos, though i have no idea why anyone would ever want that, use photoshop for all i care to make your photos uglier. don't buy expensive film & waste it by X-pro! there's so much you could do with slides really. i just wish everyone could see the simplistic beauty in each positive frame. (:

in a nutshell
1) i don't mind if getting dslrs is becoming a trend. i actually think it's great.

2) lomography is great. it's bringing more people into the world of photography! as i said earlier, the more people passionate abt photography, the better! however, that's my point. how many people who own holgas are truly as passionate as they claim they are? hi to those people who buy holgas just cos "you want one" or "its damn cute", YALL ARE DAMN CUTE! no as in srsly, no sarcasm involved. at least better than those who fake their passion for lomography.

in an even nuttier nutshell

i just think that people shouldn't be labelling themselves as professional photographers because, there isn't such a thing. the divide isnt between noob/pro. the divide is between passionate/fake.

that's all i have to say.

you know, after typing this much, maybe i DO like photography that much. and srsly, i mean it. with all of my heart. *insert cliche photography caption here* ;)

#722 - dan +

2010-11-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

oh my god. vtac and uac are giving me a fucking bad headache!!!!!! i'm so NEVER applying to aussie universities ever ever ever. singapore ftw. goal: wake up at 5.30am tmr. conquer uac applications. be victorious. vtac. uhm. i'll think about that in just a bit.

hellcats in the meantime. hellcats? hellyeah.

"dunno what i ll do without u" xx

#721 - too young

2010-11-24T00:16:00.003+08:00

i think today went pretty well? haha. will be so grateful to billy if i do manage to get my A for econs. please please please please please please (:

met yi loong after the paper! but wth i got caught in the rain and was freakin drenched? thank god this really nice girl suddenly appeared offered to shelter me from the rain all the way to cathay if not i would've been even more wet. aww! anw, we had a really long crystal jade dinner oh my god ate soooo much. then went to get gong cha. then surprised him with tix to go catch Red! hehe. which means SURPRISE SUCCESS BITCHES. the movie was awesome, one of the better movies of 2010 no doubt. and saw gazillions of AC people at cathay today! like AC territory haha. and yl's mum is back in town and she got me a cup! so cute :)

gonna be an adventurous day again tmr with yl. can't wait! and oh i finished bbt backlog. watching hellcats now and just downloaded a few more movies. simply can't wait for harry potter marathon!!!

i love life

and i dont give a fuck about bio paper 1, which is in 9 days. wtf.

#720 - motto in life

2010-11-23T00:17:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone i've found a new motto in life:

'being a teenager is hard, but look that toaster can cook eggs too'

It's the most random thing I've ever heard and i LOVE IT and it shall keep me going for the rest of my life. Yay to the toaster that can cook eggs too!!!!

P.S. such a toaster truly exists and i'd like one in my house in the future :)

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Last econs paper 2 is in about 14 hours after which i'll be free (kinda). Gonna slack for 7 days and start work again on 30nov in wait of my official last paper, bio paper 1 on 2nd dec. Oh how i am so looking forward to tomorrow, it's gonna be awesomek4some :) :) i haven't used that word in awhile. I must really be in a good mood.

GOODNIGHT ALL

#719 - race to finish bio

2010-11-21T22:31:00.011+08:00

things to do

1) ~~memorise micropropagation technique for cloning of plants~~ [10.45pm]
2) ~~memorise causes/symptoms of SCID and CF~~ [11.18pm]
3) ~~memorise examples of GMOs~~ [11.38pm] HELL YEAH IM IN GOOD TIMING
4) ~~memorise ethical/social implications of GMOs~~ [11.55pm]
5) ~~memorise ethical/social implications of gene therapy~~ [11.26pm]
6) ~~briefly read through goals+significance of Human Genome Project~~ [11.57pm]
7) ~~memorise advantages/disadvantages of plant cloning~~ [10.56pm]
8) ~~worry about chem mcq~~ lol
9) ~~go to sleep~~ [12.20am] packed bag. prepped for chem. prayed. goodnight.

rude bitch rude bitch rude bitch. i really hate you.

p.s i aim to finish bio by 12am.

#718

2010-11-21T11:50:00.001+08:00

i swear i feel like slapping those people who are saying 'im sooooooo bored of econsssssssssssss'. stfu, i have bio, chem AND econs in the next two days. ugh.

#717 - bent/broken

2010-11-21T00:38:00.003+08:00

wah siao liao. so damn bloody tired. please please please may biology be alright on tuesday and that i remember every single thing that i've been attempting to cram into my head. heck chem already cos i already studied chemistry twice. bio > chem ^^ finished studying for econs already so i shall just read through on monday night. i can do this!!!!!!

been trying to clear backlog of shows. and planned surprise for yl on tues (:

next week shall be a fucking good week.

#716 - econz.

2010-11-19T23:46:00.004+08:00

at first i thought the econs paper today was quite alright. better than expected. possibly even the best paper of the whole A level season. but then the more and more i thought about it, the more doubtful i got about my answers and now i'm seriously convinced that whatever i wrote was utter rubbish and incoherent. BIG SIGH. i've let billy down. sigh ): but nevermind gonna own essays on tues hehe :D

at least my night was good, cooking satay for everyone and spamming shots with the fisheye2 and having the usual photography geek talk with my uncles. hahaha. oh but katekate crushed the polaroid that i took of everyone HAHA what the major heart pain okay. mmmm i'm just so damn tired right now because i slept at freaking 4am yesterday... have no idea how i managed to survive the whole of today! zzzz.

k shall go through a bit of flickr, look at taylor swift then go sleep. another long day tomorrow. meeting jeremy! ^^ goodnight.

#715 - synergy

2010-11-19T12:44:00.002+08:00

i said my prayers in the shower today because i accidentally woke up much later than planned and hence less time to study for economics. i did a cost benefit analysis and efficiently allocated my time. i am so x efficient! and i also generated positive externalities because i prayed for all of my friends as well. maybe i should be subsidised by the government so that i will pray more and reach social welfare maximum. and maybe with these subsidies i can hence increase total revenue and engage in R&D to develop more methods to increase efficiency of prayers! then my productive capacity would increase and aggregate supply increase too.

or maybe i should just stop blogging now and go memorise some econs.

heh. :D

#714 - taylor swift

2010-11-19T01:27:00.003+08:00

whenever i feel stressed/down/low, taylor swift never fails to make me feel better by looking so freaking gorgeous ALL THE TIME.

so did everyone else just die or is it just me? freak i think i could like her almost as much as i like emma watson/leighton meester/blake lively. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. cant. make. up. mind.

OMG WHAT AM I DOING! i shld seriously either be sleeping/studying econs. HAHAHA.

#713 - penelope

2010-11-19T00:54:00.005+08:00

wow, that was really tiring. 12 case studies. roar.

it better pay off!!! still got 6 more to go tomorrow morning but i think i'll be fine. really hope i don't let billy down! UBIN! EDIS! hahaha (: and i just realised that i spent the last 4 hours studying on my very comfortable couch without falling asleep! AMAZING. my couch is usually really sleep-inducing. like i can fall asleep watching giuliana & bill or top chef which is just keh-ray-zee. think i owe it all to my mum's power korean ginseng that she makes me drink everyday. quite imba. and i ALSO spent the last 4 hours listening to class 95 love songs waiting for a song dedication that never came haha jeremy.............................. -.- but it's okay you're seriously the 2nd (hehe sorry cannot 1st) sweetest guy i've ever met in my life. thank you (:

late at night when all the world is sleeping
i'd stay up and think of you
and i'd wish on a star
that somewhere you are thinking of me too

hi yl! i miss you! can't wait till after As when we can finally spend real qualtime tgt. and thank you for Penelope, youre the best (:

but still can't believe i agreed to a star wars marathon just so he'd indulge in my harry potter marathon. SIANZ. but nvm hahaha relationships about give and take right? hahaha. i feel so high. WHY.

maybe i go do another case study now la. hahaha!

omg! there's such thing as a ginseng fruit!!!! so cute. haha. don't you think ginsengs look like mandrakes? :P

#712 - you.

2010-11-17T00:50:00.001+08:00

and how can i stand here with you and not be moved by you?

#711 - deathly hallows

2010-11-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

today wasn't a very productive day for me only memorised like 5 econs essays and read rj notes on monetary policy to gain more insight but neverminddddddd because i shall hardcore chiong tomorrow instead!(: and yayyyy tomorrow's a public holiday which means i get to see yl! and i shall cook a nice breakfast for myself tmr morning. hahaha. i'm in such a good mood this week.

1) HARRY POTTER
2) A LEVELS ALMOST OVER
3) PUBLIC HOLIDAY

but mostly importantly 1) hahahahahahahahhahahaha NOTHING CAN BRING ME DOWN :)) but sadly only can watch after As because that idiot boy didn't watch harry potter 4,5,6 and i want him to understand the movie so we're planning a harry potter marathon after As and only AFTER will we watch deathly hallows. don't know if i can hold out till then though. might just watch it this thursday hahahaha.

i'm sucha pig shall go and sleep now.

take care, friends! the end is near.

#710 - hi val

2010-11-16T20:54:00.003+08:00

dear valerie lim, if i get an A for econs i promise i'll treat you to a huge ass buffet/buy you your 2011 diary :))

#709 - shineeeeee

2010-11-16T14:48:00.003+08:00

my head hurts a little right now cos i just watched almost 1.5hours of a chinese talk show that SHINee was on - 100% entertainment! i'm suddenly sooooo thankful that i know chinese so for once i don't need to rely on subs! anyway i loveeeee them they're so cute! and the shinee fan girls are so damn hilarious too

host: 请问你穿了泰民的衣服感觉到怎么样？
fangirl: 超...超爽

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna meet shinee one day esp my jonghyun :)))

okay i'm sleepy! i shall go to sleep now. haha.

#708 - get you alone

2010-11-15T15:22:00.003+08:00

yl made me a post As kit. sucha cutie :)))))))))))))) but i can't open it till 2nd dec. hahaha pout.

can't wait for As to be done. (think i've said this at least a gazillion times alr) zoo+night safari with jeremy and movie marathon with yl and food trail with tim ng and study for BTT for driving! and that's just the beginning we've a whole list of things we're gonna do after As and after his crazy duty thing! yipyipyips.

think i'm done with chem shall go take a nap.

#707 - the only thing im leaving behind, is you.

2010-11-14T00:17:00.004+08:00

When will this whole crying myself to sleep thing stop? It's getting tiring, painful and dreadfully boring. I cry when I sleep, when I think, when I worry, when I pray, when I realise that this is all out of my control and that maybe everything that I've ever hoped for, is just not meant to be.

Why like that. Why like this.

K one more time. Gonna go try and sleep. Well, this time.

The words you say, cut deeper than anything i've ever imagined

#706 - stealing cars

2010-11-13T09:00:00.002+08:00

I'm throwing stones just to get you all alone
I wanna take you driving around
So come on, open a window for me
I love it when it's late and the whole city is asleep
And it's time to go creeping in a shadow of a town

I feel like I'm ali-i-i-i-ive
With you as we ri-i-i-i-ide
Let's go stealing cars
Stealing cars
Stealing ca-a-a-a-ars
Stealing cars

Put your hands up if you feel like you're in love
It's just the two of us in control
Hands on the wheel, we've got the whole night to kill
Our whole lives to steal away, in a shadow of a town

I feel like I'm ali-i-i-i-ive
With you as we ri-i-i-i-ide
Let's go stealing cars
Stealing cars
Stealing ca-a-a-a-ars
Stealing cars

Standing in the light taking photos of you
The streets are alive with gold
Touch down in the prime of my life
As soon as I hit the ground I start running
I start to ru-u-u-u-un

Let's go stealing cars
Stealing cars
Stealing ca-a-a-a-ars
Stealing cars
Stealing caaaaars
Stealing caaaaars
Stealing caaaaars
Stealing ca-a-a-a-ars

stealing cars by kid harpoon

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can't believe i woke up at 7 after sleeping at 3! hahaha, funny. anyway i'm off to hxc study now and then spend time with my favourite person :)) love weekends!

#705 - clemence poesy

2010-11-13T02:10:00.003+08:00

throughout all the episodes of gossip girl season 4 that i've watched, i always found eva (chuck's french girlfriend) excruciatingly familiar but i could never really place her, so i just always concluded that she had a "common pretty face". only 5 freaking minutes ago did i find out that she's Clemence Poesy whom i fell madly in love with after seeing her star in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire as Fleur Delacour.

she's so beautiful. how could i have ever overlooked her and not recognised eva??? i feel so stupid. *squeals* new(old)-found bias!!!!!!!!!! (:

okay this is really too much excitement for one night. need to sleep like NOW cos i need to wake up in 5 hours to study oh my grah!!!!!!!!!!!!