Saturday, May 28, 2011

#803 - hopeless romantic

I get it. I met someone. She reminds me of you. And she showed me that love can change you. Do you think love can change you?

Yeah

Then you'll believe the story I'm about to tell you. It's about a guy: goodlooking on the outside, ugly on the inside. And there's a curse. Love changes everything.

Everyone knows that story

What if it wasn't a story? What if it were true?
Can you imagine that love?
Can you?

- Beastly 2011

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

#802 - a little hello

i'm gonna attempt to revive this blog the slightest bit. recently, all my attention's been transferred to my tumblr (the-y-axis) but even so, i don't blog anything personal/real life related over there. it's just a place to store anything beautiful and inspiring. my tumblr is primarily a fashion blog because lately i've taken up a strong interest in fashion. not just the clothes, but the designers, models, the process, the fashion media... aye whatever that makes fashion tick.

at the moment, my favourite models are Barbara Palvin & Frida Gustavsson.

needless to say, they're both chic sleek gorgeous perfect wonderful mesmerising inspiring lovely young fresh vibrant sweethearts

Barbara Palvin

Frida Gustavsson

*jawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwdrop*

I can't believe they're both younger than me and already so freaking successful. When I was 18 I was mugging my butt off for stupid A levels. Life just isn't fair.

bye all

X

P.S my leather satchel arrived in the mail today and it's so lovely. definitely worth EVERY. LAST. PENNY. :)

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

#801

yl and i bought new leather satchels last nighttttttttt!!!! so happy. can't wait for it to get delivered to my hse. it's gonna be sooo lovely. i will jump around like a bunny when it arrives :)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

FUCK EVERYONE alone in this fucked up world

Wednesday, May 04, 2011

#799 - nyc

in a few years, we will be in new york city. you will show me the statue that we saw in grand theft auto 4. hogdog stands will be our friend if we go hungry. we will visit the zoo in central park. and we'll see the times square building. we will shop at saks at fifth avenue. eat steak everyday. we will visit MoMA and the metmuseum. you will bring me down to SoHo. i will revisit all the sets of gossip girl.

and it will be an adventure.

now i can't wait to grow old with you and leave singapore

:)

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

okay i know i'm just pmsing, but it finally hit me.

i am fucking sad. my dream just crumbled right in my fucking face while others still have theirs. yes i am jealous. i am selfish. i am a failure. and you were right all along.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

#797 - abbbbbbsolutely insane

I think I've gone mad because I actually want a Holga. I, Anne Xue, who used to despise & ridicule Holga users for being stupid enough to pay hundreds of dollars for mere plastic cameras and accessories. It's official. I have gone mad.


Want.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

i hate my fucking life

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

#795 - annieliamanneyl

the more i watch 90210, the more i'm convinced that the r/s that annie and liam have reminds me so much of what yl and i have tgt hehehe. he being the super bochap/expressionless/dont give a shit type of person, and me always forcing him to do fun stuff/be retarded hahahahahahahahaha love it ;)

so glad my shows are finally back on tuesdays! the last few weeks for me have been T.O.R.T.U.R.E.

OMG AND ANNIE JUST POUTED. HAHAHAHA. I AM SUCH AN ANNIE.

ok guys this is gna be a FANGIRLSPAZZZ POST.

annie: i don't understand, i thought you hated all this stuff!

liam: well, i may not be a guy who loves churros and swimming with dolphins, but uh, i'm a guy who loves a girl who loves churros and swimming with dolphins.


#794 - Is love a fancy, or a feeling?

Is love a fancy, or a feeling? No.
It is immortal as immaculate Truth,
'Tis not a blossom shed as soon as youth,
Drops from the stem of life--for it will grow,
In barren regions, where no waters flow,
Nor rays of promise cheats the pensive gloom.
A darkling fire, faint hovering o'er a tomb,
That but itself and darkness nought doth show,
It is my love's being yet it cannot die,
Nor will it change, though all be changed beside;
Though fairest beauty be no longer fair,
Though vows be false, and faith itself deny,
Though sharp enjoyment be a suicide,
And hope a spectre in a ruin bare.

-- Hartley Coleridge
Sonnet VII

Monday, April 18, 2011

#793 - do you have a little time for me

So many things to do/I want to do:

malaysia next week
go to the zoo + night safari
watch the lion king musical
read sense & sensibility by jane austen
watch sense & sensibility 1995
find a suitable new wallet
finish decorating my 4 metal jars
visit woodlands waterfront
try out my tz-artistic film
start my food blog!!!! (and that means visiting many yummy places)
go to the van gogh exhibit at the science & arts museum
get a micro four-thirds camera (gf2 please.)
watch cowboys vs aliens
find footwear (1 sandals, 1 sneakers, 1 flats)
bake red-velvet cake
get my driving license asap
meet up with ben as many times as possible before he flies off
get quickreply & lockinfo
springclean my room and get ready to move house
find a pair of black jeans

okay that's about it for now, will slowly add more stuff when i see fit.


Saturday, April 16, 2011

#792 - panasonic lumix gf2

I've got my eyes set on you:

#791 - love truth

Nora: You okay?

Mary: Remember when we first got here? I seriously thought I was going to die

Nora: Well, you almost did

Mary: I was really selfish

Nora: You were just in love with someone who didn't love you

Mary: And you?

Nora: I didn't realise I was in love with someone who did.

- From Prada To Nada

#791 - everybody's gonna love today

In the past one week, I have bought sooooooo many new pieces of clothing that I'm feeling kinda bad :/ All the dresses were definitely a splurge. But to me, my beautiful, wonderful, lovely, amazing new bag is not :) It's prolly one of my best buys EVER and it's simply a MUST-HAVE in any girl's life! A huge ass leather tote to throw all your shit whenever you go out. It's esp useful for me, who brings a gazilllllllllllllllllion things when I go out.

What goes into my bag: wallet, spectacles, umbrella, iPod, magazine/book/newsweek, hair-tie, house keys, at least 2 cameras, extra rolls of film, water-bottle, cardigan. And these are just the staples. Meeeeeehhhhh.

Anyway back to my bag. It's absolutely gorgeous.

Thank you Bershka for this beauty :)

BOTTOMLINE: I will stop shopping after this week! Because there are tell-tale signs of me turning into one of those crazy compulsive shoppers!!!!

Yi loong is currently at Rock & Roots watching Imogen Heap while I'm at home waiting for my parents to come home with dinner! Life in unfair hahaha :(

Bye

Thursday, April 14, 2011

#790 - gotta know?

...to prove myself that I have what it takes.

... driving me insane

... I'll prolly drop dead

... coming my way

... typing without the first part of my sentence

:]

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

#789 - New Food Blog On Its Way

Will be starting a new foodie blog sometime this month. Watch out for it! ;) Such a pity though that I won't able to record down all my previous delishhhhh food escapades.


Looking forward to eating more AWESOME food.


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

#788 - rambling

So... I'm currently unemployed, sick & bumming at home waiting for the weekend to come by quick so that I can hang out with all the people I want to hang out with! :( Just found out today that ben is leaving for aussie on 12 july, right before my birthday! grrrr. I'm real sad that he's going. As a matter of fact, I get sad if any one of my friends are going overseas to study. Wish everyone could just stay in sg and be happy. Sigh.

I ordered 3 new dresses from Asos today. I know I shouldn't be splurging but hey my wardrobe needs a serious revamp!!! I need more bright coloured clothes. I wear black/navy blue/grey too much. Hoping to turn those into yellow/cornflower blue/orange :)

Have I told you I need to run? Feel so fat when I stay at home everyday. So jealous & annoyed sometimes that I wasn't born with the body type that never gets fat/looks fat. I just look pudgy all the time and my thighs NEVER seem to get smaller regardless of what I do. I wonder why they call it thunder thighs when thunder can't even be seen, only heard. Is it mere alliteration? If so, why not call it thousand thighs? I think it's more apt. So yes bottom line is that I need to run regularly and get to 56 asap!

I've only been accepted into NTU Business School so far. NUS apparently refuses to give me a shot and SMU is just taking so long to tell me the outcome of my disastrous law interview that I had with them. Sigh. Just accept or reject me already! @#%#$@ Guess I can only wait and pray. Law School, please accept me!!!!

Really really can't wait to go to the Zoo with yl rawwwwrrrrrr! I wna ride a horse :) Going to malaysia next week too! Gonna eat a lot a lot & put back all the weight that I lost while working at the salad bar. Hee ^^ CAN'T BE HELPED.

Miss my boyfriend.

Monday, April 04, 2011

#787 - wake up & tell me how much you love me

for some things, i just want to keep to myself

Besides my thai express feast on thursday, lovely day cycling at the beach on friday (followed by crystal jade dinner and toby's desert asylum), aunt's birthday dinner on saturday and my itacho dinner tonight, my weekend has been all kinds of horrible. #ihateitihateitihateit

I just want a university to accept me quick so that I'll be done with the whole admissions shit. JC admissions weren't this hard. Then again, my grades were much better back then. I guess this is what my dad means by OPTIONS OPTIONS OPTIONS. With my shitty grades, it's hardly gonna get me anywhere. I can just pray & wait.

Gotta wake up early tmr: so many errands to run (!!!!!!!) re-string my ukulele, buy guitar tuner, buy developer, buy suitable clothes for interview, buy hdd arghhh. on top of that, last day of my uuuuuber long weekend with yl :(

& then there's OM to go for as well.

it's okay though, gna have a hearty happy breakfast @ LJS tmr! \o/ \o/

why is everything so screwed up; i thought this was supposed to be a holiday for me.

i seriously think i need a shopping trip asap. my clothes are getting really repetitive and ugly and hell, my posts are getting more materialistic by the second ugh i hate myself

feelings running wild today i see

Sunday, April 03, 2011

#786 - how are you doing?

I think this could possibly be the best 3 minute long song ever

Thursday, March 31, 2011

I WILL stop worrying about university.

Monday, March 28, 2011

#784 - law school chronicles

I'm thankful that my two sisters studied Law. Yesterday in my mail I received copies of 'A Civil Practice: Good Counsel For Learned Friends', published by the Singapore Academy of Law so I guess it's very relevant. Well it basically is a reference guide on professional courtesy and etiquette. I don't know how much it'll help me in the interviews but at least it prepares me for what lies ahead, just in case I make any embarrassing booboos in front of my seniors. I don't want to come across as an airhead, nor do I want to come across as being rude/uncouth.

I have an extra copy. Anyone wants? It's a real thin book, with illustrations and large font too hehe, so I think it'll make a good/interesting read.

Good luck to all prospective lawyers :)

Saturday, March 26, 2011

#783 - Alexa

My new debit card will be the end of me. I just spent $150 on TZArtistic Polaroid films for my baby sx70. I am so damn bloody screwed. Gonna scrimp and save for the next few weeks, goodbye to food, magazines, bubble tea and anything else that makes me happy in my life.

Gosh.

Vomit.

The left side of my face still hurts very badly and I think I might burst a few blood vessels or something at the rate I'm 'massaging' my face.

I need to get into Law School.

Any Law School.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

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click click click on the link!

I FEEL FREAKING AWESOME RIGHT NOW. JUST LAST NIGHT I BLOGGED ABOUT THIS MIU MIU HOBO BAG BEING ON MY BAG WISHLIST AND TODAY MY FAVOURITE FASHION BLOGGER EVERRRRR BLOGGED ABOUT THE BAG BEING POPULAR OMG YAY HAHAHAHAHA ALL THOSE MONTHS OF STALKING FASHION BLOGS HAS PAID OFF I FEEL OVER THE MOON RIGHT NOW.

lol priorities

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

#781 - bags wishlist

Gotan Project on Sunday night with yi loong, his dad and his aunt was friggin amazing. If I could relive that night again I definitely would. It was just so magical & I'm so glad I finally got to see them perform live :) I got their autographs too what uppppp!!!

Anyway this year for my birthday, I want a bag.

Wishlist-ish (until I find nicer bags)

1) Vivienne Westwood Berkeley Leather Tote


2) Balmain Original Fringed Leather Bag


3) Proenza Schouler PS1 Suede Large in Dusty Rose or Green



4) Chloé Paraty Medium Leather Bag Brick


5) Miu Miu Small Leather Hobo Bag


6) 3.1 Phillip Lim Page Canvas-Effect Leather Bag


7) Valentino Rafia & Lace Tote


8) Proenza Schouler Keep All


9) Vanessa Bruno Leather & Suede Satchel


10) Alexander Wang Kirsten Multi-strap Suede


YEP, my top 10 wishlist of bags right now! They're all so pretty. Hopefully I can get one of these babies before I start school in August ;)

I bought a pair of heels from Charles & Keith that day! I never used to like C&K cos their shoes always give me blisters but I realised all new shoes do, just need a little seasoning that's all haha. And glad to know that I'm still keeping up with fashion because I just checked net-a-porter and the pair that I bought looks like TWO (mcqueen & diane von furstenburg) of the choices for Spring 2011's Hot New Heels. YAY :)

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